How many days ? What are Your plans?
What is my future, Lord?
I stand here dazed against a wall
Who moves? You, or I, my Lord?
Were these my plans that You allowed?Who is in charge of me?
I will stand still, hope for Your will
Afraid now I cannot see.
Have I stepped out of Your dear will?
Silent and still, mistakes not my will
Where would You have me be?
Oh sweep me up, into Your armsShow me Your fierce control
Any way of mine Lord I’ll decline
I am no longer bold
I want to rest under Your wings
Here on my knees that’s where I should be
I see again I’ll lose
Bounding and clutching and still I am rushingWhat do I, who do I choose?
Looking to see if You’re pointing the way
Or if You’re in the room?
I want to surrender I’m stuck on a bend here
Doors seemed to open I thought I was coping
But I am alone here still.
Still, that’s the word here, nothing I need fearEyes locked on the back of Your heels
Not walking ahead into things that I dread
Your Peace will strengthen and heal.
W.B Sept ‘14